What You Truly Miss
what really happens
when you break up?
in a moment
where the tension rises
the answer is,
“let’s just be divided”
division…
like in two
where I will just go-be-me
and you will just go-be-you
it seems
right then
right when
it’s just the worse,
that somehow
our relationship
now has
some kind of curse…
division…
in two
like being quarantined
where I will just go-be-me
and you will just go-be-you
for awhile
there’s relief
even in our minds
there’s this belief
that this was right
no more warring
and no more fight
no more chaos
no more confusion
so we buy
into the illusion
of being one
just by ourselves
when our relationship
was suppose to quell
that aloneness…
what really happens
when you break up?
you miss the laughs
you miss the crying
you miss the doubt
and miss relying
on each other…
you miss the warmth
of their naked body next to yours
you miss the kissing,
where both your hearts would soar
you even miss the fights
with great make-up-sex-at-night
you miss
that they don’t call
and you miss,
that they really miss you…
and that just may be,
what you truly miss most of all…
©8DaveWonder May 2011
